What a couple of weeks!

It has been a crazy last week, Many different emotions have gone thru me, Long story short, I found a huge lump in my collarbone area a week ago SAT. I had several DR apts including an ultrasound( which revealed it was 2 inches big, and was a complex cystic mass) I had a biopsy on Thursday and my dr called me back tonight to tell me that it didnt reveal anything bad, just that the fluid had protien in it, He is having another ultrasound done in two to three weeks and if it grows back he will drain it again, have it tested for something different ,and most likey remove it completely. Sounds good so far, But I gotta tell ya, I had my own funeral planned when I didnt know what it was. Makes you rethink things I will tell you that.
It makes me rethink my relationship with my sister, and the non relationship that I have had with her since June, I thought I would go to my grave not talking to her, not without her saying sorry, now I am not so sure, I am NOT saying that I am ready to pick up the phone and chat up the weather with her, What I am saying is that I am open to talking to her again, Life is to short.
Also, I am going back to weight watchers on wed with a friend, I feel this will help me with my weight loss and I can continue on loosing. I have lost 57 lbs to date, But I have not lost a lb since July. Its great that I can maintain weight, that I know now, I also know I can lose weight, so now its time to lose some more, and maintain again. Here is to a healthier me this year!!

Is it still Christmas?

You would think so, if you visit my blog looking for new posts. I keep meaning to post, even have some new years eve pictures to show you, but I keep forgetting, for my blog time goes to the store blog, and not here....

Anyway, I am sorry, I have been busy.

today was a day... I had highs and lows today, All having to do with friends, or ex friends as the case may be.

First I had a very good friend come into the store to say hello, I havent seen them in months, and it was great to spend some time with them and just see em.

Next, later in the work day, an old co worker, and ex friend came in, said ex friend didnt give me the time of day, even after I went up to her and said hello and asked her how she was doing, I got the cold shoulder. Ouch... I had hoped time had healed some wounds, I had hoped she still wouldnt hate me, I have to be honest, I miss her, and I think about her often, and wonder how she is doing. it is clear, she doesnt feel the same way.
does it mean something when one person has clearly moved on and gotten passed something, and is ready to move on , and the other one hasnt? I mean, I wasnt expecting a hug and a smile, but I was hoping she felt different, I was hoping she had felt like it was behind her. I guess not yet.